Jamsuber
Prayer Partner
Please continue to pray for my boyfriend and me. He’s having an emotional affair but having a hard time coming to terms with acknowledging that. He needs Jesus. It feels like a spiritual attack. I could be wrong, but it feels scary. He’s apologized for his actions and how the relationship with this woman is hurting me but at the same time says he doesn’t have wrong intentions with the woman and doesn’t want to give up the relationship. He’s working on a creative project with her, which he brought her into. He’s now made her an integral role of the project. He pushed me out of the project when I shared that I had concerns over his relationship. The whole thing is a MESS. We started therapy and were making seemingly huge Improvements but he was continuing the relationship with her. It felt so confusing for him to apologize for his wrongdoing and acknowledge that he hurt me while continuing to engage with her. It feels
Like he holds multiple realities. He has trouble being honest. With me. I’ve felt so betrayed and hurt by him, which is so opposite of who he was to me. He seems to struggle with mental illness or self deception and I feel gaslit and crazy and heartbroken. From the outside he seems at war with himself. I love him deeply and am starting to lose hope. Our love has always felt like a gift from God but now his behavior has been so hurtful and contradictory and inconsistent. Is it spiritual attack? Should I leave? I’ve seen a future with him. I’ve never loved anyone as I do him
Like he holds multiple realities. He has trouble being honest. With me. I’ve felt so betrayed and hurt by him, which is so opposite of who he was to me. He seems to struggle with mental illness or self deception and I feel gaslit and crazy and heartbroken. From the outside he seems at war with himself. I love him deeply and am starting to lose hope. Our love has always felt like a gift from God but now his behavior has been so hurtful and contradictory and inconsistent. Is it spiritual attack? Should I leave? I’ve seen a future with him. I’ve never loved anyone as I do him