Rico
Beloved Servant
Bless all of you. I keep running to the throne and I thank you for standing in agreement with me. We have no contact with my sister. It seems that the one time that she allowed Kelly to visit with my mom for an hour was an exception ...at least so far. Maybe her boyfriend objected. Not sure or she is hurt because my mom has not called her after that...please pray for wisdom and clear guidance...we were told its best to back off as much as possible and let my sister decide when she wants to contact us as to not push her into a corner...Not sure...... I know the separation hurts Kelly. I know my sister is still bound but by God I don't want to give up praying but I struggle believing. Forgive me and help me Jesus. And God please forgive me for anything else I've done that hinders prayers (pride, bitterness, judgement, distrust, fear, wavering etc.) and also anything I've left undone. Please show me specifically what those things are. Also, please forgive me for being discouraged, disgruntled, angry at you for not yet having solved the situation. God please help me not to give up and help me to have faith in your willingness and your ability to change things even within the blink of an eye if need be. Help me not to assess the situation by looking at what is but instead of what you can do. It is impossible for me to do this...but not for you to effect it in me. I also want to stand in the gap and pray for forgiveness for the sins of my family, my sister's, my dad's, my mom's, my sister's boyfriend, even my niece's dad. I believe you showed me that Nehemiah stood in the gap and asked forgiveness on behalf of his people too. Please grant a pardon Lord. Let your blood wash us clean Jesus. Take the blindfolds off of our eyes, break the denial and pour your spirit on us so that the anointing can destroy the yoke of bondage. Please Father draw my family to Jesus, esp. my sister. And Father please send your angels to Kelly and protect her and also keep comforting her and putting a balm on her heart so that she does not hurt because she misses those she loves and has to deal with all this emotional turmoil in the home. Please improve her situation and make it so we can be reunited now. Please save my sister, dad and grandmother...engineer their life's circumstances just so that this can happen quickly and that they will give up resisting you. Thank you Lord. I pray these things in your name Jesus. Amen.