Saballiffe
Prayer Partner
I want to begin by thanking everyone who prayed for me previously and updates from the last post. I have over two weeks to clean the apartment to the leasing company’s standards. Between the paralysis, executive dysfunction, and shame, I knew I couldn’t do it alone and didn't want to leave anything to chance.
I reached out to some companies to hire to cover it. One got back to me immediately, and it felt right, but the price was more than I imagined. I want to think that God put them in my path for a reason. Due to medical debt, I'm currently being sued for, I knew I wouldn’t be approved for a loan, so they were willing to work with me. I've paid for half and will pay off the rest every two weeks. I am grateful for their patience and hope to cover all of my bills since the total price is like two months' rent. I know all I can do is lay this at God’s feet and trust that he hasn’t covered me, but it is much easier said than done.
I have been praying constantly to be released from other barriers so that I can allow them to do what they need to and that the apartment will approve the finished result. I am also worried because they timed it perfectly so that it aligns with the current lease ending, and I'm worried that no matter what happens, even if I do pass inspection, they may not grant another lease, and then I won't have a place to live or money to find a new one.
I am still dealing with issues at work; I have proof that what is being presented isn’t the truth, but it's me against a duplicitous higher-up that only shows that side to me.I am praying that I find another job that will accommodate my neurodivergence and also allow me to do my job instead of letting a manager run unchecked. I am trying to gather evidence to protect myself but also ensure I am not resentful of other team members not being treated the same way nor rising to the bait when they follow the manager's tone and delivery.
I want to work in my field where I know I have talents, do not bring the stress of work home, and have the energy to do what I need to do to take care of myself. And at this point, I even have a place to call my home. I have been through so much in the last two years, and I just know God hasn’t brought me this far to leave me. I continue to lean on him, but this anxiousness and stress are becoming a physical burden that leaves me exhausted and fighting depression.
Thank you all for your continued prayers. At this point, I do not know if a blessing or miracle is needed, but I ask for God’s continued guidance so that I will be able to hear His voice and be at peace knowing that I am doing His will. That I will come out of this with a job where I am treated like a human being with the rights afforded to me in my job description, my abode and ability to get the medical attention I need. I’m not sure how that happens, but I pray it does.
I reached out to some companies to hire to cover it. One got back to me immediately, and it felt right, but the price was more than I imagined. I want to think that God put them in my path for a reason. Due to medical debt, I'm currently being sued for, I knew I wouldn’t be approved for a loan, so they were willing to work with me. I've paid for half and will pay off the rest every two weeks. I am grateful for their patience and hope to cover all of my bills since the total price is like two months' rent. I know all I can do is lay this at God’s feet and trust that he hasn’t covered me, but it is much easier said than done.
I have been praying constantly to be released from other barriers so that I can allow them to do what they need to and that the apartment will approve the finished result. I am also worried because they timed it perfectly so that it aligns with the current lease ending, and I'm worried that no matter what happens, even if I do pass inspection, they may not grant another lease, and then I won't have a place to live or money to find a new one.
I am still dealing with issues at work; I have proof that what is being presented isn’t the truth, but it's me against a duplicitous higher-up that only shows that side to me.I am praying that I find another job that will accommodate my neurodivergence and also allow me to do my job instead of letting a manager run unchecked. I am trying to gather evidence to protect myself but also ensure I am not resentful of other team members not being treated the same way nor rising to the bait when they follow the manager's tone and delivery.
I want to work in my field where I know I have talents, do not bring the stress of work home, and have the energy to do what I need to do to take care of myself. And at this point, I even have a place to call my home. I have been through so much in the last two years, and I just know God hasn’t brought me this far to leave me. I continue to lean on him, but this anxiousness and stress are becoming a physical burden that leaves me exhausted and fighting depression.
Thank you all for your continued prayers. At this point, I do not know if a blessing or miracle is needed, but I ask for God’s continued guidance so that I will be able to hear His voice and be at peace knowing that I am doing His will. That I will come out of this with a job where I am treated like a human being with the rights afforded to me in my job description, my abode and ability to get the medical attention I need. I’m not sure how that happens, but I pray it does.