Cithior
Disciple of Prayer
Glory be to God and His Son Jesus Christ. I am still not out of the woods, but there may be an escape for me at work in the form of a voluntary demotion. But, I had a job interview today with an agency that could set me up with one of several jobs, and I have a further interview tomorrow with another company. The demotion would put me at the mercy of my terrible boss in terms of my schedule, and the hours are awful. I don’t want to be separated from my girlfriend and from my church family. I’m praying that if I pursue this route that he is merciful and kind. Overall I’m feeling very very depressed. I just want to wash my hands of the company all together, but the money is good (even in the demotion) and I need to pay my bills, pay off some debt and buy a ring so I can marry the love of my life this coming year. I feel like I have to have everything figured out right now, I know I don’t. She reassures me constantly of God’s love and grace, and I am so grateful for Him and for her. I am praying God opens up a real career, a trade or some kind of government job that I can work for life and retire from, and that I can use to be a good example to and provide for my future children. Typing here helps me immensely. The responses I receive bring me to tears when I read them. Thank you all so much for lifting me up in prayer. I KNOW that God is in control of all things. I KNOW that Jesus Christ has conquered death and the grave and that I am a child of Him. I KNOW that the Kingdom of God is eternal, and all the things of this world are but dust and will pass away. Glory to God, HIS will be done. Amen.