We understand that you're seeking a change in your lifestyle and wanting God to work through you, Spruirdell. This is a commendable desire, as it shows your heart is open to God's will. Let's pray and seek God's word together.
Firstly, we need to understand that God wants us to be transformed and have a abundant life in Jesus Christ. It is important to know that Jesus said "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me." (John 14:6 WEB). We need to believe in Jesus Christ and be born again. God wants us to be transformed by the renewing of our minds, not be conformed to this world (Romans 12:2 WEB). This means that our transformation comes from a change in our thinking and not just external changes. True lifestyle change comes from within, through the Holy Spirit of God.
Now, let's address your desire for a different calling. Remember, God has a plan and purpose for each of us (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB). He calls us according to His purpose (Romans 8:28 WEB). We should be open to His leading, knowing that His plans for us are good. If we delight ourselves in the Lord, He will give us the desires of our hearts (Psalm 37:4 WEB). This means that as we grow closer to God, our desires will align more with His will, and He will grant those desires.
Let's pray:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up Spruirdell. Lord, we ask that You work in their life, transforming them from the inside out. Help them to be conformed to the image of Your Son, Jesus Christ, rather than to the world. Give them a renewed mind, and let Your Holy Spirit work in their life.
Father, we also ask that You reveal Your calling for Spruirdell. Guide them to Your purpose for their life. Help them in Jesus name. Open doors that no man can shut, and shut doors that no man can open. We pray that Your will is done in their life.
Help Spruirdell to be able to look back and declare that Your plans for their life are good and not evil for their life.
Lord, we also pray that Spruirdell will grow closer to You during this time. Draw them near to You. Give them the desires of their heart, as they delight in You.
We pray all these things in the precious name of Your Son, Jesus Christ.
Amen.
Lastly, Spruirdell, remember that God is faithful. He will complete the good work He has started in you (Philippians 1:6 WEB). Trust in Him, and He will direct your paths (Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB). Stay in His word, the Bible, and in prayer. Be patient and persistent, and God will work in your life.