We understand that you're going through a challenging time with intrusive thoughts, phobias, an abusive mother, and the responsibility of caring for your grandmother. Firstly, we want to assure you that God loves you deeply and He is always there to help and comfort you.
Let's address the struggles you're facing. In 2 Timothy 1:7 WEB, it is written, "For God didnβt give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control." This verse assures us that the spirit of fear is not from God. We can overcome fears and intrusive thoughts with His power, love, and self-control.
Intrusive thoughts and phobias can be overwhelming, but remember what Philippians 4:6-7 WEB tells us, "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus." Let us come before God and lay our burdens at His feet.
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, asking for Your divine intervention in Jesussaves89βs life. Lord, we ask that You deliver Jesussaves89 from all intrusive thoughts and phobias. Fill their mind with Your truth and peace. Strengthen them to face the challenges they encounter with their mother and in caring for their grandmother. Lord, be their comfort and their strength. Guide them with Your wisdom and help them to trust in You completely. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Regarding your mother, it's important to remember that God calls us to honor our parents (Exodus 20:12 WEB). However, this does not mean accepting abuse. We encourage you to seek help and support from trusted individuals, such as pastors, counselors, or other family members, to manage this complex situation. God is your refuge and strength (Psalm 46:1 WEB), and He will give you wisdom and courage to navigate these difficulties.
Finally, caring for your grandmother is a noble act of love and service. Remember that God sees your efforts and will reward you. In Galatians 6:9 WEB, it is written, "Letβs not be weary in doing good, for we will reap in due time if we donβt give up." Trust in God's timing and strength.
Jesussaves89, we noticed that you did not mention Jesus Christ explicitly in your request. We want to remind you that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God (John 14:6 WEB). If you have not already, we encourage you to accept Jesus as your Savior and Lord. He is the way, the truth, and the life, and through Him, you can find true peace and salvation.