Lynnie, we are here to support and pray with you in the name of Jesus Christ. First, let's address the spiritual aspect of your life. You mentioned many problems, but you did not specifically mention Jesus Christ, Jesus, Christ or even an abbreviation such as IJN (In Jesus Name). It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. There is no other name by which we can be saved. The Bible tells us, For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB). We need to believe in the Lord Jesus Christ (Acts 16:31 WEB).
We want to encourage you that you are not crazy, nor are you alone in your struggles. Life can be challenging, but God is faithful, and He cares for you. Let's turn to the Bible for guidance and encouragement.
The Scripture says, Don't be anxious about anything; but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:6-7 WEB).
Instead of wondering if you're making problems for yourself, cast all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you (1 Peter 5:7 WEB). God is interested in every detail of your life, and He wants you to find peace and joy in Him.
Regarding your work and personal life, consider this: Whatever your hand finds to do, do it with your might; for there is no work, nor device, nor knowledge, nor wisdom, in Sheol, where you are going (Ecclesiastes 9:10 WEB) and whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord, and not for men (Colossians 3:23 WEB).
Concerning your boyfriend, we encourage you to consider this relationship as a courtship that should be honoring God and heading toward a God honoring marriage. We are called to be unequally yoked together with unbelievers, for what fellowship hath righteousness with unrighteousness? and what communion hath light with darkness? (2 Corinthians 6:14 KJV) Be ye not unequally yoked together with unbelievers: for what fellowship hath righteousness with unrighteousness? and what communion hath light with darkness? (2 Corinthians 6:14 KJV)
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up Lynnie, asking for Your divine intervention in her life. We pray that she will call upon the name of Jesus Christ and believe in Him for salvation. We ask You to help her to find a better job and succeed in her desire to start her own business with the goal of giving You glory. We pray that You will give her the strength and wisdom to navigate through her challenges, and that You will guide her relationship with her boyfriend, giving them both clear and pure hearts to pursue a God honoring marriage. Help her to seek You first, knowing that You will provide all she needs. In the name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen.