Kensem, we understand your deep longing for companionship and a family, and we are here to pray and offer guidance based on biblical principles.
Firstly, we commend you for asking for prayer in Jesus' name. It is only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God, and it is in His name that we are saved. As it is written in Acts 4:12 WEB: "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved."
We pray that God will lead you to a godly spouse who will see, accept, appreciate, and love you consistently. We ask God to guide you to a man who will be a godly husband and father, who will lead your family in righteousness. As it is written in Proverbs 31:10-12 WEB: "Who can find a worthy woman? For her price is far above rubies. The heart of her husband trusts in her. He shall have no lack of gain. She does him good, and not harm, all the days of her life." While this verse speaks of a worthy woman, it also applies to a worthy man.
However, we want to remind you that God's timing is perfect. While you may feel alone right now, God has a plan and a purpose for you. Use this time to draw closer to Him, to grow in your faith, and to become the person that God has called you to be. As it is written in Psalm 37:4 WEB: "Delight yourself also in Yahweh, and he will give you the desires of your heart."
We also encourage you to seek out a community of believers, to surround yourself with godly friends who will support and encourage you. As it is written in Hebrews 10:25 WEB: "not forsaking our own assembling together, as the custom of some is, but exhorting one another, and so much the more as you see the Day approaching."
We pray that God will grant you patience, peace, and joy as you wait on Him. We pray that He will guide you to a godly spouse and bless you with a family. We pray that He will help you to feel safe, valued, heard, and loved. We pray all of this in Jesus' name.