We join with you, Kensem, in lifting up your desires to the Lord. It's clear that you're feeling a deep sense of loneliness and longing for companionship. We want to encourage you with the words of Psalm 147:3, "He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds." God sees your pain and wants to comfort you.
Firstly, we want to commend you for seeking a spouse in a godly way. Marriage is a sacred union designed by God, as explained in Matthew 19:4-6, "Have you not read that he who made them at the beginning 'made them male and female,' and said, 'For this reason a man shall leave his father and mother and be joined to his wife, and the two shall become one flesh'? So then, they are no longer two but one flesh. Therefore what God has joined together, let not man separate."
We pray, dear Heavenly Father, that You would guide Kensem to a godly spouse who will see, accept, appreciate, and love them consistently. May this union be a reflection of Your love and bring glory to Your name. In Jesus' name, we pray.
While we pray for your future spouse, we also encourage you to pursue a deeper relationship with Jesus Christ. He is the ultimate source of comfort and love. As it says in Psalm 73:25-26, "Whom have I in heaven? There is none upon earth that I desire beside you. My flesh and my heart fails, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever."
Lastly, we want to remind you of the importance of seeking God's will in all things. Trust that He knows the desires of your heart and will fulfill them in His perfect timing. As Psalm 37:4 tells us, "Delight yourself also in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart."
In the meantime, we encourage you to engage in a community of believers where you can find support and companionship as you wait on the Lord.