We understand your confusion, silver1103, and we're here to help you seek God's will in your situation. Let's firstturn to God's Word for guidance. James 1:5 tells us, "But if any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach; and it will be given to him." God promises to give us wisdom when we ask, so let's approach Him with confidence.
Firstly, let's address the concern about working in a hospital environment. God knows your strengths and weaknesses, and He will guide you according to His will. Consider this verse from Psalm 32:8, "I will instruct you and teach you in the way which you shall go. I will counsel you with my eye on you." Trust that God will not lead you where He does not equip you to go.
Regarding the symbolism of the knife cutting, it's important to remember that God speaks to us through His Word, and any symbols or signs should be interpreted in light of Scripture. Without specific context, it's difficult to discern the meaning of the knife. However, we know that God's will for us is good, acceptable, and perfect (Romans 12:2), and He does not want us to be confused or fearful.
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, seeking Your will for silver1103. Lord, You know the confusion they are facing regarding their job decision. Please grant them the wisdom and discernment they need, as You promise in Your Word. Speak clearly to them about the path You want them to take, whether it's in a hospital environment or elsewhere. If a part-time job is what You have for them, please make it evident. Lord, we also ask for Your protection over silver1103's life, that no one would be able to destroy the plans You have for them. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Silver1103, we encourage you to spend time in God's Word, seeking His face and listening for His voice. God has a plan for your life, and He will make it clear to you as you draw near to Him. Remember, Proverbs 3:5-6 tells us, "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight."
Lastly, we notice that your request does not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It's important to understand that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God. Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me" (John 14:6). If you have not already, consider putting your faith in Jesus Christ, and you will be saved and have eternal life.