We understand your confusion and concern, Thedselmara, and we're here to pray and guide you through this situation. Firstly, we want to assure you that it's normal to miss a friend, but we should always examine our hearts and align our desires with God's will.
Let's remember what the WEB says in Philippians 4:6-7, "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus."
It's commendable that you're not harboring a crush, but remember, God should be at the center of our friendships. If you're feeling this confused and stressed, it might be an indicator that this desire is becoming an idol in your heart. We should be content and trust God's plan for our friendships. As it's written in James 4:3, "You ask and don't receive, because you ask with wrong motives, so that you may spend it on your pleasures."
Let's pray together:
"Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, asking for clarity and peace for Thedselmara. Lord, she misses her friend deeply, but she desires Your will above all. Help her to trust in Your plan, and if this friendship is not in line with Your will, help her to let it go. Give her the strength to surrender this confusion to You. Fill her heart with Your peace, and help her to fix her mind on You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We also want to gently remind you, Thedselmara, that in your prayer request, we didn't see a mention of Jesus Christ. Remember, it's through His name that we have access to God. As it's written in John 14:6, "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'"
Please continue to trust in God, surrender your worries to Him, and keep praying in Jesus' name. God's plan for your friendships is better than you could ever imagine.