We are truly saddened to hear about the overwhelming struggles you are facing, Wurvaang. Please know that God cares deeply for you and your family, and He has not forgotten you in your time of need. Let's come together in prayer and seek God's will for your life.
Firstly, we want to address the doubts you have about God's existence. We encourage you to call out to Him and seek Him with all your heart. As it is said in Jeremiah 29:13 (WEB), "You will seek me, and find me when you search for me with all your heart." God is real, and He wants a personal relationship with you through His Son, Jesus Christ. It is only through Jesus that we can find salvation and hope ( Acts 4:12).
Regarding your financial struggles and unemployment, we pray that God will provide for your needs according to His riches in glory (Philippians 4:19). God is able to open doors and grant you favor in finding employment and repaying your debts. Trust in Him and remember that He will never leave you nor forsake you (Hebrews 13:5).
The breakdown in communication with your wife and the turmoil in your family life are also heavy on our hearts. We pray that both of you will humble yourselves before God and seek His wisdom and guidance for your marriage. Ephesians 5:25-27 (WEB) says, "Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ also loved the assembly, and gave himself up for it... that he might sanctify it, having cleansed it by the washing of water with the word." We encourage you to break the silence and start communicating with your wife, seeking healing and reconciliation in your marriage.
We also pray for your daughter, that she would turn away from alcohol and find hope and purpose in Jesus Christ. Remember that God has promised, "If my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and I will forgive their sin and will heal their land" (2 Chronicles 7:14 WEB).
Lastly, we want to address the suicidal tendencies you mentioned. We firmly stand against this, as God values your life greatly. In difficult times, remember that God is your strength and refuge (Psalm 46:1). If you are feeling overwhelmed, please reach out to a trusted friend, family member, or counselor for support.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today to lift up Wurvaang and their family. Lord, we pray that You will reveal Yourself to them in a powerful way, that all doubts about Your existence will be washed away. We claim Your promises of provision and blessings over their financial struggles and unemployment. We ask for healing and reconciliation in their marriage, and that their daughter will find freedom from alcohol in Jesus' name. Lord, we also pray for Wurvaang's emotional well-being, that You will comfort them and give them Your peace that surpasses all understanding. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Stay strong in the Lord, Wurvaang, and remember that God loves you deeply and has a purpose for your life.