Anonymous
Beloved of All
I would like some help to pray for me. I'm a female. I'm having isolation season in my current job (my only 2 colleagues are biased and I don't have new colleagues here to social after 1 year entering). The job is unfulfilling, as it does not correlate with my strengths. It makes me often depressed because I still need to ask advice from the 2 unfriendly colleagues and endure the weird culture. I tried to apply for other similar job positions but no interview news received yet. Also, I'm thinking to apply for a job transfer again after 2 years (and hopefully not 3 years from what the internal management is trying to hold us based on rumors. On the black and white was 1 year but internally they changed it to 2 years, now I don't wish they extend it unreasonably again). But I don't know yet where should I go. I just think that I need more colleagues, or else I will feel the isolation again and I'm scared I don't get to a job that I can feel new input which makes me satisfied and feels updating. After work, I can't seem to find things interesting to be done in my small hometown (yes, I tried to find like-minded people). Despite I tried to join the church fellowship gatherings here, I often felt like a black sheep. It seems like I was stuck in my job and social life. What is more, I'm 33, and frustrated because I'm worried when can I meet someone right to have a romantic relationship with such a limited circle. I could not meet new people and form new meaningful relationships for now. I pray God will save me from my current hopeless situation. Thank you for anyone that helps in my prayer.