MsJolly
Prayer Warrior
Lord Jesus it’s I that have chosen these men in my life. I’ve chosen to be faithful to one one I’m with but Jesus he seems like a friend more than a fiance. I’ve been unhappy for so long and it shows. Everything is more important than me. I didn’t think I asked for this. I need more than one man because he is not enough for me. I need more financial help. I need romance I need to feel loved. When I’ve been faithful all these years and I feel cheated. I’m only getting older and I don’t seem to be getting much wiser because all my relationships all end up being or seeming the same. I need change I need stability I need love I need romance I need comfort I need hope. I ask for your guidance Lord and I’m happy with my accomplishments so far even though they aren’t what I yearn for I’m not going to complain. I’m approaching a time in my life where I’m subject to be very depressed and unhappy and that’s not where I want to be. Help me Father learn how to be more quiet and cope with my worries in a more mature way. I’m happy I can do for mom thank you I’m happy I found a new job thank you I’m happy I’m alive thank you I’m unhappy with my circle because I don’t have many friends or support. I feel alone in my world a lot. All I want is to have a partner that understands my needs and tries to help me stay above water instead of watching me about to drown. I live in a very dark world because I don’t feel loved how I should be loved. I just need your fingerprints on my journey to be married to a loving provider and husband Lord thank you Amen