Please pray for me to gain inner safety so I will heal from a life time of trauma's. I have been dissociating and missing time lately, apparently Having said things to people I don't remember saying. Or them apparently having said things to me and I also don't remember. There are lots of things I can't handle yet God has said, so it has to go slowly. Otherwise I'll destabilize. Which already nearly happened many times, with near crisis admissions almost. Pray that I'll get the right godly help and that I'll get tools and wisdom to navigate this all together with Jesus.
I've also had moments of conversion disorder, where my body just stops functioning in a way, neurological failure symptoms. Which stems from the severity of my traumas. I can then temporarily lose my ability to walk, speak, or move and almost lose consciousness or I get non epileptic seizure symptoms. It's quite severe. Please pray for my healing and inner safety in Jesus name and that Jesus will carry me through all this.
Next to this I also deal with relentless demonic warfare which is the worst combination ever, being severely traumatized and going through intense demonic torment, with loads of death threats (which has also been traumatizing). Just intercede for me that I'll get through this and that I'll be strengthened by Him daily. In Jesus name. Thank you
I've also had moments of conversion disorder, where my body just stops functioning in a way, neurological failure symptoms. Which stems from the severity of my traumas. I can then temporarily lose my ability to walk, speak, or move and almost lose consciousness or I get non epileptic seizure symptoms. It's quite severe. Please pray for my healing and inner safety in Jesus name and that Jesus will carry me through all this.
Next to this I also deal with relentless demonic warfare which is the worst combination ever, being severely traumatized and going through intense demonic torment, with loads of death threats (which has also been traumatizing). Just intercede for me that I'll get through this and that I'll be strengthened by Him daily. In Jesus name. Thank you