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davidvy
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I am currently a college student. I was unable to afford the high costs of living in the dormitories so I decided to rent a home in what's considered a bad neighborhood for the low rent. I purchased a used car cheap so that I could drive to and from school as well as to work. I should be focused on my studies but all I can do is worry about money every single day. I am always scraping by to make rent and pay bills. I have been eating 1 meal a day for as long as I can remember. Christmas this year was a jar of peanut butter and crackers. My father is on the transplant list and waiting for a new liver. All of our family's little money goes towards his medicals bills and times are tougher since my father was the main breadwinner of the family. My brother is also in college and working especially hard to pay his tuition along with helping support the family. I have no one to turn to for money. I continued to fight on and prided myself on never giving up, no matter how hard the situation is. However, yesterday, I lost control of my car in the snow and my car was totaled. I thanked God that I walked away from the wreck with only scratches and bruises but then the enormity of the situation hit me. Insurance will not cover the damages and I am left stranded. I don't even have enough money in the bank to cover the towing fee let along get a new car. I want to keep fighting and pressing forward but what do I do when my sword has been taken from me? I have exhausted all possibilities and I come now in destitute. I have no way to get to work. I have no way to get to school. Through life my mantra had always been confident that God would take care of me and that everything would always turn out okay. I always believed this and never worried, but instead always looked for a solution. For the first time in my life, I am stuck. I don't know what to do and for the first time in my life I am scared.
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