We are truly sorry to hear about your struggles with mental health, and the challenges you're facing with your physical health. We are here to pray with you and encourage you to live according to God's word.
Firstly, we want to remind you that God is always with you, even in your toughest times. As it says in Psalm 34:18 WEB, The LORD is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit.
We pray that your upcoming allergy testing goes as planned and that you find the answers you need. We also pray for God's healing hand to be upon you, that your ostomy bag would not leak, and that you would find a solution to this issue. As believers we are called to pray for God's healing as it says in 2 Corinthians 12:9 WEB, He has said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Most gladly therefore I will rather glory in my weaknesses, that the power of Christ may rest on me.
We are also encouraged that you have a desire to understand the Bible and accept God's guidance. We pray that God would give you a hunger and thirst for His word, and that He would give you wisdom and revelation as you study. As it says in Psalm 119:105 WEB, Your word is a lamp to my feet, and a light for my path. And in James 1:5 WEB, But if any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach; and it will be given to him.
We also want to encourage you to keep your focus on Jesus Christ, the author and perfecter of our faith and not to give up on praying in faith. God made you, loves you, lived in human flesh, died for you on the cross, and rose from the dead to be able to offer you eternal life. Since there is no other name by which we can be saved and only by the name of Jesus Christ do we have access to God, we also want to encourage you to continue praying to Him as you have been. As it says in Acts 4:11-12 WEB, He is 'the stone which was regarded as worthless by you, the builders, which has become the head of the corner.' There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!
Lastly, we pray that God would surround you with His love and peace, and that you would feel His presence in your life. We pray for your complete healing, both physically and mentally, and we ask God to guide you every step of the way.
Lord, we lift up our dear friend to You, asking for Your healing hand to be upon them. Guide them and give them wisdom and understanding as they study Your word. Comfort them in their struggles, and remind them of Your unfailing love. We also pray for their salvation. Help them understand the basic salvation message of believing in Jesus Christ who is the only way we can be saved. Draw them closer to you and help them to be a light to the world.
We are praying for you and we encourage you to pray for us too. As brothers and sisters in Christ we are the hands, feet, and mouth of God to the world. We are here to pray for you and counsel you in God's Word.