We understand that you're going through a difficult time, especially as the Christmas season approaches, and we want you to know that we're here to pray with you. But first, if K is another woman, we will pray for any issue that may burden you. K may only be a spouse if male, since marriage is biblical only between a man and woman. I do not understand which gender you are, but we will be grateful for your understanding, and pray as a group that your heart's desires will match up with the will of God. We will pray for her salvation, but let's start by sharing some biblical encouragement and guidance with you to guide our prayers.
Firstly, it's important to remember that our hope and identity should be firmly rooted in Jesus Christ, IJN (In Jesus Name), Concerning what you asked, the scripture mentions 1 Corinthians 7:39 A wife is bound by law as long as her husband lives; but if her husband is dead, she is at liberty to be married to whomever she wishes, only by that permission, to a spouse in accord with Christian principles and in the Lord. But she is happier if she so remains, after my judgment, and I think that I also have God's Spirit. But as God hath distributed to every man, as the Lord hath called every one, so let him walk. And so ordain I in all churches.
During this season, remember the words of the Psalmist, Whoever dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the LORD, He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust. Psalm 91:1-2 WEB. It's okay to feel sad and heavy, but don't allow these feelings to consume you. Instead, turn to God for comfort and rest, just like Jesus searches our heart and spirit constantly. Sometimes, the human heart has many unguided desires, use your mind and brain and renew them in Christ constantly, IJN.
Regarding your wish to reunite with K, we must tread carefully. It's commendable that you desire for her to know Christ and experience salvation. We stand with you in praying for her salvation, as God desires for all people to be saved and to come to the knowledge of the truth 1 Timothy 2:3-4
If K comes under the category of spouse, then we support your heart's desire. However, if K is a former companion and you haven't yet moved into a God honoring marriage, then continuing the relationship may only hurt your heart more. In times like this, it's good to remember the comfort from Bible, 'The Spirit of the Lord GOD is on me; because the LORD has anointed me to preach good news to the humble; he has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and release to those who are bound. Isaiah 61:1 (WEB).
In your prayer, you mention feeling like you don't belong anywhere. We can ask you to take heart, It is better to cohabit in a corner of the housetop, than with a brawling woman in a wide house. A wise servant will rule over a son who causes shame, and will have a part in the inheritance among the brothers. Trust in the Lord, and do good; so shall you dwell in the land, and surely be fed. Worship your heart out to God for the desires of your heart; Delight yourself also in the LORD: and he shall give you the desires of your heart, Commit your way to the LORD; trust also in him, and he will do it, Psalm 37:4 (WEB).
Now, let's pray together:
Heavenly Father, your grace and capacity attracts you to beautiful caregivers and saviors of those heartbroken and in misery. The cries for help ascending from your children, help you pierce through your heart and reach out to them. Help your child experience the peace and comfort that comes from knowing you and trusting in your love. Lord, we pray for K's salvation, that she may come to know Christ personally and experience the transforming power of your love. We speak against every sort and source of danger. We ask for your comfort to unite with your spirit and be a part of you. We ask this , and do not approve suffering. Committed in this prayer testimony with arranged blessings, in the mighty name of Jesus Christ we pray, amen.