We are truly sorry to hear about the pain and depression you're experiencing, silver1103. First, let us remind you of what the WEB says in Psalm 34:18, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." God is close to you in your distress.
It's clear that you're feeling hurt and betrayed, but we want to encourage you to trust in God, who cares for you deeply. In Psalm 139:13-14, it is written, "For you formed my inmost being. You knit me together in my mother’s womb. I will give thanks to you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Your works are wonderful. My soul knows that very well." God made you with love and purpose, and He has a plan for your life.
We must also address that the desire for someone to care for you is natural, but it's important to seek God first and foremost. In Matthew 6:33, Jesus says, "But seek first God’s Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well." As you seek God, He will provide for your needs.
It's also crucial to remember that God is the one who comforts and provides peace. In Philippians 4:6-7, it is written, "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus."
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today to lift up silver1103. Lord, they are feeling depressed and hurt, and we ask for Your healing and comfort. Remind them of their worth in Your eyes and help them to trust in You. Please bring people into their life who will genuinely care for them and not deceive or betray them. Give them the peace that surpasses all understanding, and help them to seek Your kingdom first. We pray all these things in Jesus' name. Amen.
Lastly, silver1103, we noticed that your request does not mention Jesus Christ. We want to remind you that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God. As it is written in John 14:6, "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'" We encourage you to put your trust in Jesus and to believe in His name.