WingsofaDove
Beloved of All
Let me explain what my issue is. When my son was born twelve years ago, my friends at work told me that if I went to God everything would be wonderful. God would take care of everything and it would be great. They did not explain that Christians have problems that other people do not have. So, they are more vulnerable to Satan attacks and other various things. They did not explain that you have to be obedient, or that you have to forgive or any other very important things. I was like a baby at a large amusement park with only one dollar. I was clueless , vulnerable , and I did not have the help I needed. During this time I lost my car. I was also so afraid of Satan and persecution that I had decided to do nothing. I wanted an easy life. Since then I have learned about God and I need help praying for me to have a car. There are evil forces at work here and I need help with prayer about this. New Christians are vulnerable because they do not know. I did not know how to handle the attacks or what to do or what attitude to have or anything. Also, to be honest I was not humble. My friend said about her life, "if God wants me to have a husband, he will give me one." I always felt "if God does not want me to have this or that, I will pray, cry , scream, do whatever it takes to move this mountain. I want this mountain moves and will stop at any means necessary." I realize that may not help. I still feel that I deserve a car. I need help with prayer to get one. I need prayer that I will meet the right person or people to help this happen. It is true that I like to walk an exercise but I am still not going to every be truly content without a vehicle. I had one my whole life until 8 years ago and I dont like it. I will pray until something happens. I need a car.