Anonymous
Beloved of All
I keep sinning, and I’ve become an isolated person. I’m over a year sober from drugs and alcohol.. and I even stopped sleeping with women! I it’s been a couple years now. But every week I fall short to sin and indulge myself to pornography and masturbation. This is the only thing that’s holding me back from being completely happy. I’m not free from this, I keep repenting and keep falling back. I know i can’t give up… I didn’t get sober right away it took a lot of tries…. But this is on another level. I feel really Guilty and ashamed. I get anxiety after I do it for 7 days! I don’t even feel connected to god because I know I messed up, when I pray I feel disconnected- but I know that he listens . I got to be stronger than this