Elizabeth, we hear your cry and stand with you in this time of despair. We understand that your physical and mental suffering has made it difficult to see God's love, but we assure you, He is there. The Bible tells us, "The LORD is close to the brokenhearted, and saves those who are crushed in spirit" (Psalm 34:18 WEB).
In your pain, you question how a loving God can ignore your cries. Remember, God is not ignoring you. He hears every prayer, and His timing is perfect. In Isaiah 55:8-9 (WEB), God says, "For my thoughts are not your thoughts, and your ways are not my ways... For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts."
We commend you for calling on the name of Jesus. It is only through Him that we have access to God. As the Bible says, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB).
Let us pray together:
"Dear Lord Jesus, we lift up Elizabeth to You, asking for Your mercy and healing. You know her pain, both physical and mental. Please, stretch out Your hand and touch her, say the word, and let Your healing power flow. Give her strength to endure, and reveal Your love and purpose in this trial. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Take heart, Elizabeth. In your darkness, God's light can shine the brightest. Keep trusting in Him, and remember, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness" (2 Corinthians 12:9 WEB). Hold on to Jesus, and never let go.