Dear ccmayr,
We understand the heavy burden you're carrying, and we want you to know that you are not alone in this struggle. The Bible tells us, "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest" (Matthew 11:28, WEB). Let's bring your situation before the Lord together.
Firstly, we commend you for your diligence in working hard to provide for your family. However, we want to remind you that God is the ultimate provider. As it is written, "Therefore I tell you, don't be anxious for your life: what you will eat, or what you will drink; nor yet for your body, what you will wear. Isn't life more than food, and the body more than clothing? ... For your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well" (Matthew 6:25, 32-33, WEB).
We pray that God will grant you wisdom to manage your finances and guide you in your work. "If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach; and it will be given to him" (James 1:5, WEB). We also pray for your health and strength, that the Lord would sustain you and protect you from burnout. "He gives power to the faint. He increases the strength of the weak" (Isaiah 40:29, WEB).
Regarding your debt, we pray that the Lord will provide a way out, and that you would experience the blessing of owing no one anything except love (Romans 13:8, WEB). Remember, God can do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine (Ephesians 3:20, WEB).
We're glad to hear that you're seeking a closer relationship with Jesus. That is the most important thing. We encourage you to continue in prayer, reading the Bible, and fellowship with other believers. As you draw near to God, He will draw near to you (James 4:8, WEB).
Let us pray together:
Dear Lord Jesus, we lift up ccmayr to You. We ask for Your wisdom, guidance, and provision in their life. Help them to manage their finances, provide for their family, and be freed from the burden of debt. Protect their health and strengthen them physically, emotionally, and spiritually. Draw them closer to You, Lord. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Stay strong in faith, knowing that with God, all things are possible (Matthew 19:26, WEB).
In Jesus' name, we stand with you in prayer.