Joa
Prayer Warrior
the world doesn't seem big enough (and if i had some humour or insite or support it would be "only an apartment" get a larger one.
(there! bingo.) that is the solution but it has been hard.
can you pray for the world. for some love and sunshine on the wars. and rain and nature.
I am overruled by this climate hypocracy controll. aggression. lobbing for politicians to control nature and god.
you know. they don't control a rainbow. but they control the wind. but others make beutiful windmails and better electricity.
they dont like the wind so they ask the politican to do something about it. and he does. he triess. and they fight and spend money and idiots
and then there is fighthing in govt and nothing gets done and everyone gets scared
and they steal intellectual property.
they try to yell over the climate but not the color of the sky. what gives? who do they think they are?
i had some beautiful miracles. actual miracles in all of my life and vision. (and in a better area location ) and can't get there in canada!
can't move. they keep breaking the constitution and law and it is simple.
and therye doing it on my nickle.
oh ya, miracles and ideas and MY life. and they have no right to take credit for it or think they know what they are doing? canada that is..
no right.
and my marriage! didn't hapeend cause of them and
marriage. didn't happen when we have everytin in common. can't get next door. what do i do?
all this evil war and figing and not knowing the country
want my maraige and want my peace and life.
good grief i think i need a car.
i thik it is dirt and disease but i must move and feel i want peace in the meantime whne i can't even pray it is so bad.
ya, want my life back! want a home and resepect (and so we can get married to . start over. ) place for a relationship. place i belong.
is it my health? is it that simple
wants going on in the world. i don't even know.
don't konw where i am or why i staed so long in such a lousy home. not trying to.
guess i need freedom and freedom to feel love and . - / and i dont know. freedome to be in a relationship. not good
once i told him i love my freedom. i meant to say and people always feel free around me. i hope that didn't end it. he was just getting to know me but . i'm not physycially free (but by the neighborhood. istn that stupid. a city... ? what
i guess i am. but. (frustrating0
guilt is perplexing. guilt of almost dyig or being afraid is perplexing. not my fault.
and i'm the one angry
can people see?
thanks
want some shed on the wars in the world? and heavy duty criminals. safety to be stopped. something.
get the drug addicts out of our neighborhood but give me a new neighborhood. anyeone would say.
maybe it is just dirt. it feels gross.
ya,
(there! bingo.) that is the solution but it has been hard.
can you pray for the world. for some love and sunshine on the wars. and rain and nature.
I am overruled by this climate hypocracy controll. aggression. lobbing for politicians to control nature and god.
you know. they don't control a rainbow. but they control the wind. but others make beutiful windmails and better electricity.
they dont like the wind so they ask the politican to do something about it. and he does. he triess. and they fight and spend money and idiots
and then there is fighthing in govt and nothing gets done and everyone gets scared
and they steal intellectual property.
they try to yell over the climate but not the color of the sky. what gives? who do they think they are?
i had some beautiful miracles. actual miracles in all of my life and vision. (and in a better area location ) and can't get there in canada!
can't move. they keep breaking the constitution and law and it is simple.
and therye doing it on my nickle.
oh ya, miracles and ideas and MY life. and they have no right to take credit for it or think they know what they are doing? canada that is..
no right.
and my marriage! didn't hapeend cause of them and
marriage. didn't happen when we have everytin in common. can't get next door. what do i do?
all this evil war and figing and not knowing the country
want my maraige and want my peace and life.
good grief i think i need a car.
i thik it is dirt and disease but i must move and feel i want peace in the meantime whne i can't even pray it is so bad.
ya, want my life back! want a home and resepect (and so we can get married to . start over. ) place for a relationship. place i belong.
is it my health? is it that simple
wants going on in the world. i don't even know.
don't konw where i am or why i staed so long in such a lousy home. not trying to.
guess i need freedom and freedom to feel love and . - / and i dont know. freedome to be in a relationship. not good
once i told him i love my freedom. i meant to say and people always feel free around me. i hope that didn't end it. he was just getting to know me but . i'm not physycially free (but by the neighborhood. istn that stupid. a city... ? what
i guess i am. but. (frustrating0
guilt is perplexing. guilt of almost dyig or being afraid is perplexing. not my fault.
and i'm the one angry
can people see?
thanks
want some shed on the wars in the world? and heavy duty criminals. safety to be stopped. something.
get the drug addicts out of our neighborhood but give me a new neighborhood. anyeone would say.
maybe it is just dirt. it feels gross.
ya,