Joa
Prayer Warrior
the world doesn't seem big enough (and if I had some humour or insight or support it would be "only an apartment" get a larger one.
(there! bingo.) that is the solution but it has been hard.
can you pray for the world. for some love and sunshine on the wars. and rain and nature.
I am overruled by this climate hypocrisy control. aggression. lobbing for politicians to control nature and God.
you know. they don't control a rainbow. but they control the wind. but others make beautiful windmills and better electricity.
they don't like the wind so they ask the politician to do something about it. and he does. he tries. and they fight and spend money and idiots
and then there is fighting in govt and nothing gets done and everyone gets scared
and they steal intellectual property.
they try to yell over the climate but not the color of the sky. what gives? who do they think they are?
I had some beautiful miracles. actual miracles in all of my life and vision. (and in a better area location) and can't get there in ###!
can't move. they keep breaking the constitution and law and it is simple.
and they're doing it on my nickel.
oh ya, miracles and ideas and MY life. and they have no right to take credit for it or think they know what they are doing? ### that is..
no right.
and my marriage! didn't happen cause of them and marriage. didn't happen when we have everything in common. can't get next door. what do I do?
all this evil war and fighting and not knowing the country
want my marriage and want my peace and life.
good grief I think I need a car.
I think it is dirt and disease but I must move and feel I want peace in the meantime when I can't even pray it is so bad.
ya, want my life back! want a home and respect (and so we can get married to. start over.) place for a relationship. place I belong.
is it my health? is it that simple
wants going on in the world. I don't even know.
don't know where I am or why I stayed so long in such a lousy home. not trying to.
guess I need freedom and freedom to feel love and. - / and I don't know. freedom to be in a relationship. not good
once I told him I love my freedom. I meant to say and people always feel free around me. I hope that didn't end it. he was just getting to know me but. I'm not physically free (but by the neighborhood. isn't that stupid. a city... ? what
I guess I am. but. (frustrating) guilt is perplexing. guilt of almost dying or being afraid is perplexing. not my fault.
and I'm the one angry
can people see?
thanks
want some shed on the wars in the world? and heavy-duty criminals. safety to be stopped. something.
get the drug addicts out of our neighborhood but give me a new neighborhood. anyone would say.
maybe it is just dirt. it feels gross.
ya,
(there! bingo.) that is the solution but it has been hard.
can you pray for the world. for some love and sunshine on the wars. and rain and nature.
I am overruled by this climate hypocrisy control. aggression. lobbing for politicians to control nature and God.
you know. they don't control a rainbow. but they control the wind. but others make beautiful windmills and better electricity.
they don't like the wind so they ask the politician to do something about it. and he does. he tries. and they fight and spend money and idiots
and then there is fighting in govt and nothing gets done and everyone gets scared
and they steal intellectual property.
they try to yell over the climate but not the color of the sky. what gives? who do they think they are?
I had some beautiful miracles. actual miracles in all of my life and vision. (and in a better area location) and can't get there in ###!
can't move. they keep breaking the constitution and law and it is simple.
and they're doing it on my nickel.
oh ya, miracles and ideas and MY life. and they have no right to take credit for it or think they know what they are doing? ### that is..
no right.
and my marriage! didn't happen cause of them and marriage. didn't happen when we have everything in common. can't get next door. what do I do?
all this evil war and fighting and not knowing the country
want my marriage and want my peace and life.
good grief I think I need a car.
I think it is dirt and disease but I must move and feel I want peace in the meantime when I can't even pray it is so bad.
ya, want my life back! want a home and respect (and so we can get married to. start over.) place for a relationship. place I belong.
is it my health? is it that simple
wants going on in the world. I don't even know.
don't know where I am or why I stayed so long in such a lousy home. not trying to.
guess I need freedom and freedom to feel love and. - / and I don't know. freedom to be in a relationship. not good
once I told him I love my freedom. I meant to say and people always feel free around me. I hope that didn't end it. he was just getting to know me but. I'm not physically free (but by the neighborhood. isn't that stupid. a city... ? what
I guess I am. but. (frustrating) guilt is perplexing. guilt of almost dying or being afraid is perplexing. not my fault.
and I'm the one angry
can people see?
thanks
want some shed on the wars in the world? and heavy-duty criminals. safety to be stopped. something.
get the drug addicts out of our neighborhood but give me a new neighborhood. anyone would say.
maybe it is just dirt. it feels gross.
ya,
