Hilasmeira
Humble Servant of All
Can you please pray for my spiritual health as a Christian? In the past, I was involved in witchcraft, the occult and other new age practices. I have since given my life back to Jesus Christ, however, I am still dealing with the after effects of my time in this lifestyle. I have trouble making decisions, praying and I also have trouble truly accepting the gospel of Jesus Christ within my heart. I also have trouble with delusional thoughts. Every day is a battle. I experience constant spiritual attacks. This has led to me suffering from OCD because when I fail to do things the "right way", the attacks intensify which has caused me a great deal of anxiety. I also suffer from experiencing physical sensations related to the attacks. These physical sensations follow me throughout the day. It is very difficult for me to live a normal and healthy life because of all these things. I am also currently in seminary school and, although I really love what I am studying, I am unable to enjoy it because of all these spiritual attacks.