Since most people rate money above everything, they either don't see that there's a "catch" to making the money, or because they rate money over everything, they feel that whatever you have to go through to make it,as long as there's money to be made, it's justified. {Also, I think a lot of people don't see the "whole picture" like I do.]Now then....I believe that because I helped certain Christians out financially, 2 individual ones who were having a certain problem,as well as donating to certain ministries, because of that I notice now that when amounts of money are needed,it comes to me. I 'make out."So all those who put money above anything else,would say that I'm blessed. Considering that I think it came as a result of reaping and sewing, I might agree it's a financial blessing. But here's the catch, which makes me think it's a curse as well.The WAY I'm getting this money, is an overflow of customers, and so the "side effect" of it is, 1, they get in each others way, and 2, when I need to take care of my own things,I have to go through an obstacle course to make it possible,and sometimes have to postpone it a few times, or even an activity I like. Even coming on here sometimes,I have to sidetrack 3 or 4 times to answer the phone, to post something. The people who tell me turn the phone off{I do} or just say no, they don't realize, I'm booked way in advance , so if something pops up that I need to do, it's not a question of saying no, the jobs are already there, getting in the way.So if this is a "blessing", I don't know.When I see others have time to do things and I don't , I feel more cursed than blessed. Yet with money, I exceed the amounts I need. So can something be a blessing and a curse at the same time?In my case, it seems so. Huh?