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Humble Prayer Warrior
Can someone tell me how to find God's forgiveness after finding his forgiveness and loosing it again? Can someone tell me how to move on after living 25 plus years with the man I thaught was my father all these years who broke my spirit like someone would break a slaves spirit and who drank and beat up my mom? How do I deal with him? He has nothing for me but how do I move on? How do I forget him? When I still want him to love me? What about my brother? I sinned against him now he tries to kill me secretely, he has no forgiveness and he has nothing for me, how do I move on when I still want him to find Christ? What about how do I trust God that no one will hurt me when someone ungodly is seeking to kill me, how do I live in peace? How do I live in peace when all these people I care for don't care about me? How do I live in peace when I don't have true friends and have no one to love me? How do I feel good about myself when I was brought up to hate myself? Can somone tell me how to make God's love penetrate wright into my heart? I laid my life down for these people like Jesus laid his life down for everyone but I failed. How do I succeed when I failed in life? How do I start from here? Can I go from here and succeed? Where would I have to go to find the life I am seeking for? Can someone help me? I truely need help.