Belcrys
Disciple of Prayer
Im in very bad health every day... and it is a terrible experience...i dont know if I can make it.
There is not a cure for my illness yet...
I want to pray to God but I can't anymore... i used to do it for years and I wanted to believe in God.. I tried for years to have a connection with God... it never happens and I got worse....
And it is emotionally and mentally painful to pray...i dont know exactly why
... i cant do it to much ... few seconds and im feeling really bad
But I know for sure, from experience, that when someone else prays for me...miracles happen
So please help me with a prayer for health, at least to get just a little better.
And....i have people hating and fighting me, very evil people... i feel their wickedness in my gut and they always hurt me.... despite the invalidating illness im trying to escape from these people....
Please, a prayer for this too....
Thank you so much
God bless you, sending love, peace and respect
There is not a cure for my illness yet...
I want to pray to God but I can't anymore... i used to do it for years and I wanted to believe in God.. I tried for years to have a connection with God... it never happens and I got worse....
And it is emotionally and mentally painful to pray...i dont know exactly why

But I know for sure, from experience, that when someone else prays for me...miracles happen
So please help me with a prayer for health, at least to get just a little better.
And....i have people hating and fighting me, very evil people... i feel their wickedness in my gut and they always hurt me.... despite the invalidating illness im trying to escape from these people....
Please, a prayer for this too....
Thank you so much
God bless you, sending love, peace and respect