Elizabeth F
Humble Servant of All
I am sorry to keep on asking for help but feel so confused and desperately unhappy.
As some of you will know I have many very painful physical illnesses along with severe mental illness which makes life hell on earth!
I know that nothing is impossible for God and He could heal me and make me happy with just one word or touch! This used to give me such hope but as the years have gone on and I get worse I just don't understand?
So need to know can I "block" the healing God has for me?
I confess I don't read the bible but it's not because I don't want to. It is because of the mental health issues which are impossible to explain. Also can't listen to praise music etc
I bring everything to God in prayer through Jesus but He seems so far away and it hurts so much as long to know His peace and love which passes all understanding.
I haven't laughed in over six years! I am in such a dark place and only God can help as have tried all kinds of treatments and just get worse.
I do need hope today!
Lord I believe. Help thou mine unbelief.
As some of you will know I have many very painful physical illnesses along with severe mental illness which makes life hell on earth!
I know that nothing is impossible for God and He could heal me and make me happy with just one word or touch! This used to give me such hope but as the years have gone on and I get worse I just don't understand?
So need to know can I "block" the healing God has for me?
I confess I don't read the bible but it's not because I don't want to. It is because of the mental health issues which are impossible to explain. Also can't listen to praise music etc
I bring everything to God in prayer through Jesus but He seems so far away and it hurts so much as long to know His peace and love which passes all understanding.
I haven't laughed in over six years! I am in such a dark place and only God can help as have tried all kinds of treatments and just get worse.
I do need hope today!
Lord I believe. Help thou mine unbelief.