Anonymous
Beloved of All
Can I please have prayer. I feel so far from God like there is a literal block between the two of us. No matter what I do and I can only do so much at this point I'm so tired. It's not good enough. I pray to God for direction for help and get nothing. I make mistakes do things I regret over and over. I feel the past 6 years of my life has been one big mistake .. one mistake after the other. Regardless of how much I've pray. I've been down for so long and the devil keeps attacking me. I often regret the day I was born. Why was I born to suffer. I pray my new baby doesn't inherit this curse. Sometimes I'm sad I even had a baby. I would hate for my baby to deal with the issues I'm dealing with. My baby is blameless so I pray to God to show him even more mercy and grace and not hold against him the sins of his father I'm so so sad.