Tilohel
Disciple of Prayer
Can anyone please put me in their prayers? My name is Mikaela and for the past week I have CONSTANTLY been attacked by the devil with thoughts of selling my soul that I have never had before. These thoughts are causing me extreme panic attacks and no matter what I do or how I try to fight these thoughts off, they keep reoccurring, my methods to rid of them before becoming ineffective. Even when I try to read the Bible or go to Church, the thoughts occur. Even interrupting my prayers. These thoughts are leading to me also having blasphemous thoughts, and the panic attacks have caused me to question if Jesus really loves me (I KNOW he does, but because of these thoughts and my own constant prayers towards Jesus on this topic having no avail, my mind just can’t comprehend His love anymore). No matter what I do, the selling my soul thought keeps coming back, barging into my mind, ruining good and fun times and just turning them stressful. Overall, I just really don’t want it to be true. If I keep having these thoughts does it mean it happened or that I am at risk to it happening just because of these intrusive thoughts? I really don’t know how to stop these thoughts, what they mean, or if it will ultimately lead to me making that HUGE mistake, so please, keep me in your prayers and possibly reply with feedback to help me understand or stop these thoughts? Thanks