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**Ur my hope Jesus** - @Zian needs prayers for land issues, family finances, and job guidance.
Dreambig22
Disciple of Prayer
Please will you pray as I am being told that I have to move in order that I can have some custody or full custody of my kids, I live an hour and a half away from my kids and God made it very clear that I was to move to Moorpark. I moved with all my kids there and after about 5 years of living there the ex plotted to be my pretend friend and I believed it and I let him in my home, next thing that happened he was quietly enticing my son to come live with him making him think Newport beach was gonna be a better life. The ex threatened to take me to court if I didn't let our son move with him and at this time I couldn't afford an attorney and had just went through a second divorce from a marriage of 20 months that financially plundered me to a substantial magnitude as well, I didn't have a fight left in me and because the ex was now a friend at that time I told him it is not what I want but the children need to stay together as a family and if you take one you need to take all three because it isn't appropriate that you teach a child they can just pick up and leave their family, I reiterated this is not what I want though but for the children's sake I believe they need to stay together as a family. Little did I know that was going to be the beginning of my life changing for the worse. What followed was horrific..the dad became my enemy, and started not meeting me halfway through the drive and would tell the kids if your mom loved you she would drive here, he was not letting me see the kids more and more, then my phone got shut off and the dad started to collect the children's disability money cause they now lived with him, my house (childhood home) went into foreclosure, my truck that seated six broke and was a major expense so no more truck, things just started to get worse for me and then meanwhile the dad was making me out to be a horrible person to our kids and destroying our relationship, then I only had a four seater car when there was 5 of us so that limited me in driving, it was a nightmare then someone hit me in a parking lot and it was their fault but because the damage on my car was so bad it was reported to the DMV and the dmv said give us proof of your insurance so I called my insurance and they said I wasn't insured for one month and they couldn't get a hold of me so the DMV took my license for a year meanwhile my house was being ready to be auctioned by the bank but God told me to be still so I listened to God and trusted him, I had nothing, everything was against me, but I had God, and now the bank has tried to auction my house 26 times and I am still in it (2 years later) meanwhile I have taken trains, buses and got rides to my kids to see them and the dad has made me look like a trashy person for taking public transportation and having to get on welfare, my heart is so broken beyond words, I know God has been doing a work in me in these years and I finally have had the courage to face the bully( the ex) and try to not let circumstances dictate who I am. The final straw was when I got a ride to Newport to drop my son off and the ex beat up my driver ( by strangling and punching) and shockingly the ex got away with it cause there wasn't enough evidence.I finally when I got my license at this beginning of the new year I got to the court house and filed an emergency order to get the kids but the judge didn't grant it. She made temporary orders for me to have visitation in Orange County three Saturdays a month and that she wants an investigation cause of the he said she said. Well investigation started and the investigator apparently thinks I am a piece of junk too, she heard the kids say they want to live with me but when she talked to them in private she told my kids I am dating a bad criminal like the second husband, my house is gonna be taken away after they move in and that I have to get a job. She convinced the kids to not want to move. God told me to be still and I have been and it has been three years since a payment on my house has been made and now cause the report before the July 17th hearing is being sent to the court by the investigator and she made me look bad, my boyfriend got an attorney for me this week and they are advising me to move to Orange County and fast, it doesn't jive in my spirit and I just received a text from my son who said mom I want to move with you, daddy is drunk I can't take it anymore. But the courts are not looking at the danger nor the wrong doing the ex has been doing. He is a major alcoholic and the kids are afraid. Being still,and moving contradict what God said. The kids want to move with me but no ones listening. The kids are in danger with their dad and no one is listening. I feel like I am being forced to move and not listened to. I have a job in Moorpark and a roof over my head. I am being advised to move quickly to Orange County and I will have no home, no job, please help me to understand this is better?None of this makes sense, I can't take this anymore, do I just move cause that is what I am being forced to do not by God but by attorneys and humans. What does God want to do with my childhood home and where does God want me to go????apparently I have to move quickly cause the hearing is in less than 2 weeks, how do you move when you have nothing to financially move with nothing is making sense and the stress I am under is astronomical! Please will you pray for my children, me and justice and guidance and help and encouragement, the financial and this house is what especially has been written in report against me. What does God want me to do???just so so sad, my spirit is feeling crushed in many ways
