Broken Heart

Marika · Apr 22, 2023

I can't deal with this....I can't and won't accept this!

Months of praying for restoration. Months of praying for God to touch my husband's hurt. Months of trusting and believing in God for a miracle...

Months of trying to improve myself and growing my relationship with God and placed Him first.

He let the D go through. He let the enemy keep my husband. He didn't even show up.

Now you are going to tell me, everyone has free will and that God won't force anyone to follow up...please...don't.

This might be true up to a point...BUT GOD has the power to override free will if He wants to. BUT GOD has the authority too.

Just one touch...just one word...just one sentence is all that is needed and his heart is turned. Just one...and our marriage is restored.

By doing this...He doesn't do this for me. He would be doing this for HIS glory. So..what is holding Him back? Now you're going to tell me, all in God's time and He sees the bigger picture..please don't.

God can do anything His wants to...
In the meantime, I'm broken, lost, defeated, angry, frustrated and have so many questions of why he let the D go through, let the devil keep my husband...and so much more.

If He is the God that I know and the God that I trusted with all of my heart, if He is the God that I love and made so many promises in the word...why is He holding His power back...

I know this is a lot to read. I just have a lot on my shattered heart. I WANT back my husband, marriage, joy, happiness, who I am BACK. All that the enemy stole. I am trying to pick myself up again and trying to trust God again as I still love Him and I know He is still in control. And....someway...somehow...He will restore us.

I might be down, broken and thrown to the floor, but I will NOT stop fighting on my knees!! I want back what God blessed me with. AND YES...I AM praying according to HIS will. I have no doubt about it.

I am asking you today....would you please pray with me for restoration and for my husband to see the light. God is the only way.

With all due respect, don't tell people you will pray and then don't. Every prayer matters and it might just be your prayer that makes the difference.

Thank you for listening to my heart.
If you are going through something similar or worst, I am so sorry. No one deserves this pain or any kind of pain.

needhelpsobad48 · Apr 22, 2023

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

Antitypogeo · Apr 22, 2023

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

Mehwiwsh Hameed · Apr 22, 2023

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

Yaelune · Apr 22, 2023

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

usha rani · Apr 22, 2023

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

The Encourager · Apr 22, 2023

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