Anonymous
Beloved of All
Hello everyone, could you please pray for God to will success in the relationship with the love of my life that has undergone challenges as of late?
Over the past year I have fallen in love with a girl from my hometown, she's someone who I've come to deeply love and I can't imagine myself with someone else. We have faced obstacles such as awkward situations with friends and my personal struggles affecting my attitude making me overly negative and neglecting opportunities to be with her. We share similar traditional values on things such as saving ourselves for marriage and wanting to start a family together. We are each other's 'first love' and share the same feeling that love and marriage is a special bond that should last for life. I'm a young guy, only being 20 years old and her 19, but we both have said we imagine ourselves enjoying our company for the rest of our lives. Over the summer I cut contact with basically everyone in my life for around a month, including her. We talked again recently and she has told me she doubts my love for her and has had trouble trusting that I won't 'leave' her again, which I can understand. I feel selfish sometimes for asking for another chance with her but I can't picture life without her and she has told me she still feels some semblance of those feelings for me and it's been a conflicting part of her life as well. I deeply regret the pain I have caused her and I understand she can't picture us together right now, but I have been making a commitment to be mature and be an upstanding man who my family, friends, and loved ones can count on. I'm a young man who has been going through challenging times and has tried to strengthen my relationship with God. I was not raised Christian but my extended family is Catholic and I always felt a vague connection to God throughout my life. I am far from perfect and it's been hard for me trying to work through the ways that I've sinned and trying to live in accordance to God's teachings. I want to be pious and live a 'good life', and this girl and my relationship with her really gives me hope and inspiration.
Thank you for reading.
Over the past year I have fallen in love with a girl from my hometown, she's someone who I've come to deeply love and I can't imagine myself with someone else. We have faced obstacles such as awkward situations with friends and my personal struggles affecting my attitude making me overly negative and neglecting opportunities to be with her. We share similar traditional values on things such as saving ourselves for marriage and wanting to start a family together. We are each other's 'first love' and share the same feeling that love and marriage is a special bond that should last for life. I'm a young guy, only being 20 years old and her 19, but we both have said we imagine ourselves enjoying our company for the rest of our lives. Over the summer I cut contact with basically everyone in my life for around a month, including her. We talked again recently and she has told me she doubts my love for her and has had trouble trusting that I won't 'leave' her again, which I can understand. I feel selfish sometimes for asking for another chance with her but I can't picture life without her and she has told me she still feels some semblance of those feelings for me and it's been a conflicting part of her life as well. I deeply regret the pain I have caused her and I understand she can't picture us together right now, but I have been making a commitment to be mature and be an upstanding man who my family, friends, and loved ones can count on. I'm a young man who has been going through challenging times and has tried to strengthen my relationship with God. I was not raised Christian but my extended family is Catholic and I always felt a vague connection to God throughout my life. I am far from perfect and it's been hard for me trying to work through the ways that I've sinned and trying to live in accordance to God's teachings. I want to be pious and live a 'good life', and this girl and my relationship with her really gives me hope and inspiration.
Thank you for reading.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.