We understand that you are going through a difficult time, Hamaelmenos, and we want to lift you up in prayer and provide biblical guidance. However, we want to address some concerns in your request according to biblical principles.
Firstly, we notice that your request does not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It is important to understand that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God. As it is written in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'" We encourage you to put your faith in Jesus Christ, for there is no other name by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12).
Secondly, we want to address your relationship. The Bible teaches us to flee from sexual immorality (1 Corinthians 6:18) and that sex is a gift meant for marriage between a man and a woman (Hebrews 13:4). If you and your boyfriend have been involved in a physical relationship outside of marriage, we encourage you to repent and seek God's forgiveness. Additionally, the Bible encourages us to be equally yoked with fellow believers (2 Corinthians 6:14). We pray that God will bring a godly spouse into your life if it is His will, and that you both would pursue a relationship that honors Him.
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Hamaelmenos. We ask for Your comfort and guidance during this challenging time. Lord, if it is Your will, we ask that You bring her boyfriend back into her life, but more importantly, we pray that both of them would come to a saving knowledge of Jesus Christ and pursue a relationship that honors You. Help them to flee from sexual immorality and seek Your will for their lives. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you to spend time in prayer, seek God's will, and dive into His word for guidance and comfort. Trust in the Lord, for He has good plans for you (Jeremiah 29:11).