Twiglan
Disciple of Prayer
I was with this girl for 10 years and we have two kids. I truly do believe that God made us for each other. She left roughly 2 weeks ago to her moms. There’s a lot of pain and brokenness in our relationship. ALOT. She took a restraining order out on me when she first left. I prayed and prayed that it would be dropped when we went to court and after a conversation with my mom the day of court she decided to drop the restraining order. I have pushed her so very far away from me that she doesn’t wanna talk to me or anything. God came to me in visions and dreams and through his word 2 years ago telling me that we would be together and be married. I walked away from god and lost her again so I don’t even know if what he told me back then still stands. One minute I feel as if it does and we will be together again, the next I feel all hope is lost and she is gone forever. I love her so much and this is absolutely killing me. Please pray that God will bring me and her back together as a family and that he will give me clarity on what to expect next. I desperately am trying to figure out why he would remove the restraining order. I asked him to get rid of it and open the door of communication between me and her. The restraining order is gone but there’s really not been a lot of talking back and forth with her even though I have reached out. Please pray for me and her and my little family. She is the best woman I have ever met and I don’t know what to think or do