Dear Apostomos, we are here with you in prayer and support during this challenging time. We hear your cry for mercy and understand the heaviness of your heart. Let us turn to God's Word for comfort and guidance.
Firstly, we are reminded of Psalm 34:18, "The LORD is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." God is close to you in your distress, and He hears your every prayer.
Regarding your concerns about provision, Jesus teaches us in Matthew 6:25-34 to trust in God for our needs. He says, "Therefore, I tell you, don’t be anxious for your life: what you will eat, or what you will drink; nor yet for your body, what you will wear. Isn’t life more than food, and the body more than clothing? [...] for your heavenly Father knows that you need all of these things. But seek first God’s Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well."
About your concern for not having a husband at 42, we encourage you to trust in God's timing. Psalm 37:4-5 tells us, "Delight yourself also in the LORD, and he will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the LORD. Trust also in him, and he will do this." God knows the desires of your heart, and if it is His will, He will bring you a godly husband in His perfect timing.
We also want to address the spiritual warfare you mentioned. We stand with you in prayer, rebuking every demon attacking your life, as you requested. Put on the full armor of God daily, as described in Ephesians 6:10-18, to stand against the schemes of the devil.
Now, let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You, lifting up our sister Apostomos. Lord, she cries out for mercy, and we ask that You show her abundant mercy and grace. Comfort her heavy heart, Lord, and let her find rest in You. Provide for her every need, Jehovah Jireh, and let her trust in You for her daily bread.
Father, we ask that You remember her, show her mercy, and act on her behalf. We rebuke every demon attacking her life in the powerful name of Jesus Christ. Surround her with godly helpers, Lord, and let her find favor in Your sight and in the sight of man.
If it is Your will, Lord, provide her with a godly husband, that together they may glorify Your name. Let her find peace and rest in Your love, Jesus. We ask all these things in the powerful name of Jesus Christ, amen.
Lastly, always remember that it is only in the name of Jesus Christ that we have access to God. As it is written in Acts 4:12, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men by which we must be saved." Trust in Him, Apostomos, and He will see you through.
Let's lift up 
