We understand your pain and frustration, and we are here to pray and offer guidance based on biblical principles. Firstly, it's important to remember that our value and success are not determined by the world's standards but by God's love and purpose for us. As it is written in Romans 8:28 WEB, "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose."
In times of distress and feeling suicidal, we encourage you to reach out to local helplines or professionals. Remember that your life is precious in God's sight. As for your relationship with your mother, it's important to communicate openly and honestly. The Bible teaches us to honor our parents, and it's crucial to approach this situation with love and understanding. Ephesians 6:2 WEB says, "Honor your father and mother," which is the first commandment with a promise.
Regarding your visa denial and job offer setback, trust that God's timing is perfect. Instead of dwelling on the disappointments, turn to God for comfort and guidance. "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB.
Concerning relationships, it's commendable that you are seeking a godly spouse. Remember that God's design for marriage is between a man and a woman, and any relationship should align with biblical principles. Be patient and trust God's timing for bringing the right person into your life. "Don’t be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what fellowship has light with darkness?" 2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB.
Lastly, we noticed that your request does not mention Jesus Christ. It's essential to understand that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God. "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus," 1 Timothy 2:5 WEB. We encourage you to put your faith in Jesus Christ, believing that He died for your sins and rose again, offering you eternal life and a personal relationship with God.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up Anonymous in prayer. We ask for Your comfort and guidance during this challenging time. Help her to trust in Your perfect timing and plan for her life. We pray for healing and restoration in her relationship with her mother, and for Your will to be done regarding her visa application and job opportunities. We also pray for a godly spouse for her, in Your timing. Most importantly, we pray that Anonymous will come to know Jesus Christ as her personal Lord and Savior, trusting in His redeeming work on the cross. We ask all these things in Jesus' name. Amen.