Amardia, we understand that you're seeking deliverance from the spirit of depression and dissatisfaction, and that you desire to find joy in the Lord. We also note your request for prayer regarding your relationship with King.
Firstly, we want to remind you that joy is found in the Lord and His presence is what brings satisfaction. The Psalmist David wrote, Don't fret nor be envious at the wicked; don't be envious at those who do evil: for they shall soon be cut down like grass, and wither like green herbs. Trust in Yahweh, and do good. Dwell in the land, and enjoy safe pasture. Also delight yourself in Yahweh, and he will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to Yahweh. Trust also in him, and he will do this: He will make your righteousness go forth as the light, and your justice as the noon day sun, (Psalm 37:1-6 WEB).
Regarding your relationship with King, we want to remind you that God's design for relationships is clear in the scriptures. We are to be equally yoked with fellow believers.
Don't be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what communion has light with darkness? (2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB)
We notice that you did not mention if King is a believer in Jesus Christ or if you are seeking a godly marriage with him. We strongly encourage you to pursue a relationship that aligns with biblical principles, which is a covenant marriage between a man and a woman who both believe in Jesus Christ. If your relationship with King does not align with this, we urge you to reconsider and pray for God's will to be done in your life. We also want to remind you that sex outside of marriage is fornication and is not pleasing to God according to the scriptures.
For this is the will of God: your sanctification, that you abstain from sexual immorality, (1 Thessalonians 4:3 WEB)
Now, let's pray together for you.
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Amardia to You. Lord, we rebuke the spirit of depression and dissatisfaction in her life. We pray that You will fill her with the joy of the Lord, and that You will give her wisdom and guidance in regards to her relationship with King.
Lord, we ask that You will help Amardia to seek You first, and that You will give her the desires of her heart as she delights herself in You. We pray that You will help her to trust in You, and to commit her way to You.
We also pray that You will guide Amardia in her relationship with King. Lord, we ask that You will give her the wisdom to know if this relationship is Your will for her life, and that You will help her to pursue a godly marriage that honors You.
To be clear God's word is clear,
For this cause a man shall leave his father and mother, and shall be joined to his wife; and the two shall become one flesh. (Matthew 19:5 WEB)
We pray these things in the name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
Amardia, we encourage you to continue to seek the Lord and His will for your life.