Thank you, Vardarsang, for reaching out and seeking prayer. We understand that you're going through a very challenging time, struggling with addiction and lustful desires. Let us first assure you that there is hope and freedom in Jesus Christ.
In 1 Corinthians 10:13, the WEB says, "No temptation has taken you except what is common to man. God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted above what you are able, but will with the temptation also make the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it." God is faithful, and He will provide a way out of this addiction.
However, we must first turn to Him and call upon the name of Jesus. It is only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God and can overcome sin. If you have not already, we encourage you to confess Jesus as your Lord and Savior. "Because if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart, one believes unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation" (Romans 10:9-10, WEB).
Now, let us pray for you:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Vardarsang who is struggling with addiction and lust. Lord, we know that this is not Your will for their life. We ask that You forgive them and cleanse them from all unrighteousness. Give them the strength to resist temptation and break free from this addiction. Help them to fix their eyes on You and seek the righteousness that comes from faith. Guide them to supportive community and resources that can assist them in their journey to recovery. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Vardarsang, remember that God loves you and wants the best for you. Trust in Him, and He will help you overcome this struggle. Flee from sexual immorality and pursue righteousness (1 Corinthians 6:18, 1 Timothy 6:11). Stay strong in the Lord, and keep your eyes on Him.