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Lord Father I'm praying for you to intervene in my life, heal and restore me The doctors (3 neurologists) said that all of my tests have come back ok. At this point they have no idea what is going on in my brain. They all say the lesion/tumor doesn't look or act like anything they've ever seen. So the main doctor said all we can do is wait and see. I'm supposed to go back to see him in April. But now that I've tapered off the trial round of Prednisone my symptoms are coming back with a vengeance! I have an appointment at Duke Medical but the earliest they can see me is June. I'm going to try going to a different hospital ER and see if they can help me, because it's really bad right now. Basically my immune system is attacking my brain, causing lesions & inflammation, it's also effecting my lungs, eyes, ears & heart, extreme anxiety. I'm praying for healing/complete remission of disease. Please pray that God puts me in contact with the right doctor to diagnose & treat me. Please pray I have the time to get treated correctly. I'm only 48 & there's still so much I want to do, so many ways I want to serve God before I go. I want to see my son get married. Please pray for me to QUIT SMOKING - pray that I'm delivered from the bondage of addiction, that God gives me strength to quit & calms my nerves. I'm praying to be able to sleep - the insomnia caused by condition keeps me from getting more than a few hours a night. I'm asking God to restore my strength spiritually physically, mentally emotionally, help me to have faith & hope, please renew my heart and mind. I'm asking for guidance & wisdom, to know God's will for me. I'm praying for God to intervene in my marriage heal it. He keeps getting angry with me and kicking me out [ 2 days home from hospital, 1 day after my spinal tap, he's been yelling since Monday) ] REALLY need God to intervene & heal our relationship - it effects my desire to fight this disease, makes me want to just give up and die. If it's not God's will that we be married (if we married the person) then please set us free from each other civially. I'm praying for my family to be supported through this. In Jesus Name Amen Thank you all so much for the prayers, I pray God blesses everyone of you greatly
