Hiereth, we understand your feelings of loneliness and the desire for companionship, but we want to remind you that God's love is the ultimate fulfillment, and it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God and we can be saved. As it is written in Acts 4:12 WEB "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
First, we want to encourage you to find your completeness in Jesus Christ. As Paul says in Ephesians 2:10 WEB, "For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared before that we would walk in them." God has a purpose for you, and your identity is in Him, not in a romantic relationship. This is not to say love is not important.
We also want to address the idea of having a boyfriend. In the Bible marriage is a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman. Therefore, we should be praying for godly spouses and marriages that honor God, and we should be encouraging individuals to pursue relationships that align with biblical principles. Being a boyfriend or girlfriend should be considered courtship with the goal being marriage to another Christian Believer. It is important to seek God's will in this area and trust Him to provide a godly spouse in His timing.
Regarding feelings of loneliness Psalm 147:3 WEB tells us that God is the one "who heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds," and we need to seek the great physician to provide healing. This may come as a godly spouse but do not limit God to this solution.
We pray together right now that the Lord will minister to your heart and fill you with His love. May you find your worth and identity in Christ Jesus. May God provide a godly spouse if that is His will, and may you be patient and content in waiting on His timing. May you feel God's healing and be able to fully give your life to Christ. May you glorify God in your life while making disciples.
Father, we lift up Hiereth to you and ask that you minister to their heart. Give them a sense of your love and peace, and help them to find their completeness in you. Guide them in your will regarding relationships, and if it is your will, provide a godly spouse in your timing. Heal them of their loneliness and help them to fully give their life to Christ. In Jesus' name, we pray.