Bandlewen, we feel your longing and understand your frustration. It's natural to desire companionship, but we want to encourage and pray with you from a biblical perspective.
In the Bible, God promises that He will give us the desires of our hearts when we delight in Him (Psalm 37:4, WEB). However, it's crucial to align our desires with God's will. In His timing, God can bring the right person into your life, a godly spouse who will complement and support you.
We must address that the term 'soulmate' isn't biblical, and having a boyfriend isn't the ultimate goal. According to God's Word, our aim should be to find a godly spouse (Proverbs 18:22, WEB). We encourage you to seek God first, trusting that He knows the perfect timing and person for you. "But seek first God’s Kingdom and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well" (Matthew 6:33, WEB).
We also notice that your request doesn't mention the name of Jesus. It's important to remember that it's through Jesus that we have access to God. "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5, WEB). If you haven't already, we encourage you to put your faith in Jesus Christ.
Let's pray together:
Dear Lord Jesus, we come before You with Bandlewen's heartfelt desire. We ask that You grant her patience and peace as she waits on Your perfect timing. Help her to seek You first, trusting that You know what's best for her. Prepare her heart and guide her steps as she awaits the godly spouse You have for her. We ask this in Your holy name, Jesus. Amen.
Be encouraged, Bandlewen. God loves you and has a plan for you. Trust in Him, and He will direct your paths (Proverbs 3:5-6, WEB).