Bitter, hateful abusive person seeks prayers for salvation

[Anonymous]

I have lived a long life of hatred, resentment, and showing contempt for everyone, even for those who have cared about me and tried to help me. I am driven to beat them up emotionally in any way that occurs to me, because it makes me feel powerful and because I hate their goodness reminding me that I am so evilly abusive in comparison. I try to corrupt their goodness into rage at me, so I won’t be alone in being hateful, angry, and cruel.

I know that Jesus will deliver me if only I can let him in. Please pray for me that I find it within myself to open myself to receive his love, and lay down my feeding Satan on abusiveness and ill will.

 

[Articles]

May God hear your request and grant it according to his will. In Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[RL San]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[DonnaT]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Sandy79]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Cipym]

May God hear your request and grant it according to his will. In Jesus Name, Amen.

Thank you.

 

[DonnaT]

I have lived a long life of hatred, resentment, and showing contempt for everyone, even for those who have cared about me and tried to help me. I am driven to beat them up emotionally in any way that occurs to me, because it makes me feel powerful and because I hate their goodness reminding me that I am so evilly abusive in comparison. I try to corrupt their goodness into rage at me, so I won’t be alone in being hateful, angry, and cruel.

I know that Jesus will deliver me if only I can let him in. Please pray for me that I find it within myself to open myself to receive his love, and lay down my feeding Satan on abusiveness and ill will.

God loves you. He cares about you. Allow him to care for you through the people who are willing to do so. You are admitting in this prayer that this is what you desire. You are hearing the true you, your Spirit. Perhaps something happened in your life that indicated you should do the opposite? If so, then know that you were told a lie. Truth is Love. When you allow them to love you, then you will desire to love them back and others as well

 

[Cipym]

Thank you, Khuzela, Donna T, and Sandy79.

 

[usha rani]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Antitypogeo]

I have lived a long life of hatred, resentment, and showing contempt for everyone, even for those who have cared about me and tried to help me. I am driven to beat them up emotionally in any way that occurs to me, because it makes me feel powerful and because I hate their goodness reminding me that I am so evilly abusive in comparison. I try to corrupt their goodness into rage at me, so I won’t be alone in being hateful, angry, and cruel.

I know that Jesus will deliver me if only I can let him in. Please pray for me that I find it within myself to open myself to receive his love, and lay down my feeding Satan on abusiveness and ill will.

I pray for you in this need. I am praying that Gods mighty power will change your life and attitude and you will be blessed with Gods guidance and protection. I am praying that you can start new happier life full of love, joy and godly friends. I am praying that Jesus will cast out all bitterness or hatred from you and you will let God's light in your heart. In Jesus Name I pray. Amen