Lahkremer
Prayer Partner
I have bipolar and I'm in a major depression episode. I help my 87-year-old mom and I am having a difficult time even leaving the house. It's one of the hardest depressions ever, and my two daughters don't contact me. I can't get into counseling, I don't get dressed. There has been so much stress for the last six years, and I haven't had a depression like this since 2013. It hurts that my daughters don't understand. I need prayers for deliverance. I feel like I am locked in my house except to try to get to my mom. I haven't been good since my divorce. I still love my ex-husband, but we can't live together because of abuse and an affair I had. I have asked for forgiveness, and I believe Jesus has forgiven me, but I can't forgive myself, and I am going down fast. Please pray my daughters and my relationship can be better. It's not because of the divorce; they told me that I needed to get out. That's when I found out I had bipolar and I stayed in bed for a year, and my husband did nothing—not even call my psychiatrist—and then I went into a mania. I didn't think I could ever do that. I'm a mess and need prayers. I have to help my mom. I want to live, but it's so hard. ###