Christ Follower
Humble Prayer Warrior
Please help me I can't take I'd nymore. I am the nicest daughter ever, I take her to dr appointment I give her free pedicure and manicure weekly, I give her massages more than once a month, I carry her heavy bags daily, I assist her with cleaning, I make her laugh all the times I give her hugs and kisses daily and so much more why does she treat me bad all the times? Many people in my family, strangers in the street, her doctors and nurses envy my mother but she is careless, they all say good things about me, sometimes my mom is so mean she said things like you guys dont really know her. She is so heartless and ungrateful I'm tired of being unappreciated and used. She makes me sad and I cry a lot when she say bad words to me and mean phrases to me. I thought as she gets older she would stop but it never happen I have been waiting for this day but it never came. I have a big headaches a d stomach aches now. I know this day will never happen I will die unhappy. No one in this earth make me feel good, respected me and appreciated me me. God why I'm here still? What is the point of being sad daily. I'm not happy God no one is making me happy, I dislike my whole family, I dont trust them I dont trust my mother either she always treat me so badly and say nasty words to me daily on the phone while she has conversation with her sisters. You can check all my previous posts I used this site to prat for her so many times I pray for her more than I pray for myself. I became careless about my life and care about her life, well being and health. Physically I'm not sick but emotionally I'm drained, tired, exhausted its like having a terminal cancer I can't go on anymore. God take me somewhere else so I can have peace of mind serenity I need peace of mind with you I can't have it on earth.
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