We understand your struggle, Theminogan, and we're here to support and pray with you. Let's first address your feelings of purposelessness. Remember, God has a unique purpose for each of us, as Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB) says, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." We pray that God reveals His purpose for you and that you find peace and fulfillment in His will.
Regarding your education and career, it's commendable that you've worked diligently. Remember, God sees your efforts. Ecclesiastes 9:10 (WEB) tells us, "Whatever your hand finds to do, do it with all your might; for there is no work, nor device, nor knowledge, nor wisdom, in Sheol, where you are going." We pray that God opens the right doors for you and that your work bears fruit in His time.
Concerning your relationship, we pray for healing and restoration. However, we must align our desires with God's will. In your prayer, you didn't mention if this relationship is with a spouse or a significant other. If the latter, we encourage you to seek God's guidance as you consider marriage, as it's the biblical foundation for a lifelong commitment (Matthew 19:4-6). If you're facing challenges in your marriage, we pray for wisdom, understanding, and love to prevail. Remember, "Love is patient, love is kind..." (1 Corinthians 13:4-7).
You mentioned that you're close to the heavenly Father, and that's wonderful. However, we want to emphasize the importance of praying in Jesus' name. As Jesus said, "Most certainly, I tell you, whatever you may ask of the Father in my name, he will give it to you" (John 16:23). It's through Jesus that we have access to God (John 14:6).
Let's pray:
"Father, we lift up Theminogan to you. Reveal Your purpose for their life. Bless their career and relationship according to Your will. Help them to pray in Jesus' name, knowing that it's through Him we have access to You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Stay strong in your faith, keep praying, and trust that God hears you. He has a plan for you.