Anonymous
Beloved of All
Hell is divided into a series of nine artificially-created worlds. The condemned are assigned to one of these worlds according to their sin that sent them to hell, and these places are in descending order according to the severity of the type of sin. For example, the First Circle is for the sin of unbelief, which his the least severe because God doesn’t need humans, but humans need God. The Ninth Circle is for the most severe sin, which is betrayal. It makes sense that God believes treachery is the most extreme sin of all. There is nothing worse, nothing colder, than betraying those who love you. That is what Judas did to Jesus.
Have you ever been betrayed by someone you love? I have, and it is the coldest, most painful thing ever. It happened to me last night. I feel devastated.
Indeed, I am devastated. But I am a Christian who believes in all the Bible’s teachings, and Jesus taught us to forgive those who wrong you. I do forgive because my Christian conscience will not allow me to do otherwise. But please, the betrayals have to stop.
Who betrayed me? Why did he betray me? And how did the betrayal pan out?
God is the one who betrayed me. I am a pious Christian whose only dream in life is ministry and promoting Christ. Many years ago Satan wanted to make me a multibillionaire with a bargain, but I turned him down because I believe in Jesus, I love God, and I value my salvation.
Despite my prodigious faith, God has been allowing demons to attach onto me and wreck absolute terror on my life, apparently for a sin that I committed like two decades ago. They routinely get away with murder, rape, and assault, and they regularly inject poison into my body.
God said he won’t remove the demons for another four or whatever years. But he also promised that so long as I try my best to have good conduct by not sinning and forgo the vices, he would make sure the demons couldn’t get away with atrocities against me or others.
Yesterday I tried my best not to sin, suffering greatly through withdrawals. But what made me suffer most of all? It was the dread of not know if God would keep his word. I’m so fed up with the demons raping me, assaulting me, poisoning me, bullying me, and killing other people on other worlds. So I did what God asked so he would uphold his word. And throughout the entire day I prayed like ten times, saying: “God, many times in the past you failed to keep your word to stop the atrocities so long as I don’t sin. I’m doing what you want, but I deeply dread that you won’t keep your word again. Please keep your word. I just want the day to be over with so I will know if you will be honest this time.”
And guess what happened at the end of the day when I said my prayers before bed? Turns out God didn’t keep his word yet again! The demons killed others who are unsaved from other worlds. They assaulted me many times. They raped me. They bullied me. They poisoned me.
God reneged on his word again. Let’s not mince words: GOD BETRAYED ME.
I spent the entire morning crying because of what God did. Tears were coming out of my eyes. I was so sad, so hurt, so wounded by God’s refusal to keep his word. It is ice cold betrayal of a Christian who wants to do ministry and spend his life promoting Christ.
I want God to answer for his betrayal, and I have been praying all day to get God to explain why he did it. I keep praying: “God, you promised me that if I try my best not to sin, you will make sure the demons cannot get away with the atrocities they get away with every day and night. But you didn’t keep your word. Yes, I know you told me you won’t remove the demons for another four or whatever years, but you also told me that you will make sure they can’t get away with their atrocities if I’m on my best behavior. You said it repeatedly, and your words were very clear to me. But you failed to uphold your word yet again. Why have you done this?”
After crying all morning because of what God did to me last night, I have been praying that prayer constantly. But no answer from God. Just cold silence. And it hurts. God betrayed a Christian who wants to do ministry and spend his life promoting Christ—but he won’t even tell me why!
Please: Everyone pray and ask God to stop betraying me. I am a Christian who believes in the teachings of Jesus, and Jesus taught us to forgive others who wrong you. God has deeply wronged me by betraying me yet again, even though I tried so hard, and I forgive him. Yet he isn’t even talking to me! He won’t say anything! He won’t tell me why he told me he won't stop the atrocities for good conduct, yet he reneged on his word again! I want an answer! Please pray and ask God to quit ignoring me and answer.
Have you ever been betrayed by someone you love? I have, and it is the coldest, most painful thing ever. It happened to me last night. I feel devastated.
Indeed, I am devastated. But I am a Christian who believes in all the Bible’s teachings, and Jesus taught us to forgive those who wrong you. I do forgive because my Christian conscience will not allow me to do otherwise. But please, the betrayals have to stop.
Who betrayed me? Why did he betray me? And how did the betrayal pan out?
God is the one who betrayed me. I am a pious Christian whose only dream in life is ministry and promoting Christ. Many years ago Satan wanted to make me a multibillionaire with a bargain, but I turned him down because I believe in Jesus, I love God, and I value my salvation.
Despite my prodigious faith, God has been allowing demons to attach onto me and wreck absolute terror on my life, apparently for a sin that I committed like two decades ago. They routinely get away with murder, rape, and assault, and they regularly inject poison into my body.
God said he won’t remove the demons for another four or whatever years. But he also promised that so long as I try my best to have good conduct by not sinning and forgo the vices, he would make sure the demons couldn’t get away with atrocities against me or others.
Yesterday I tried my best not to sin, suffering greatly through withdrawals. But what made me suffer most of all? It was the dread of not know if God would keep his word. I’m so fed up with the demons raping me, assaulting me, poisoning me, bullying me, and killing other people on other worlds. So I did what God asked so he would uphold his word. And throughout the entire day I prayed like ten times, saying: “God, many times in the past you failed to keep your word to stop the atrocities so long as I don’t sin. I’m doing what you want, but I deeply dread that you won’t keep your word again. Please keep your word. I just want the day to be over with so I will know if you will be honest this time.”
And guess what happened at the end of the day when I said my prayers before bed? Turns out God didn’t keep his word yet again! The demons killed others who are unsaved from other worlds. They assaulted me many times. They raped me. They bullied me. They poisoned me.
God reneged on his word again. Let’s not mince words: GOD BETRAYED ME.
I spent the entire morning crying because of what God did. Tears were coming out of my eyes. I was so sad, so hurt, so wounded by God’s refusal to keep his word. It is ice cold betrayal of a Christian who wants to do ministry and spend his life promoting Christ.
I want God to answer for his betrayal, and I have been praying all day to get God to explain why he did it. I keep praying: “God, you promised me that if I try my best not to sin, you will make sure the demons cannot get away with the atrocities they get away with every day and night. But you didn’t keep your word. Yes, I know you told me you won’t remove the demons for another four or whatever years, but you also told me that you will make sure they can’t get away with their atrocities if I’m on my best behavior. You said it repeatedly, and your words were very clear to me. But you failed to uphold your word yet again. Why have you done this?”
After crying all morning because of what God did to me last night, I have been praying that prayer constantly. But no answer from God. Just cold silence. And it hurts. God betrayed a Christian who wants to do ministry and spend his life promoting Christ—but he won’t even tell me why!
Please: Everyone pray and ask God to stop betraying me. I am a Christian who believes in the teachings of Jesus, and Jesus taught us to forgive others who wrong you. God has deeply wronged me by betraying me yet again, even though I tried so hard, and I forgive him. Yet he isn’t even talking to me! He won’t say anything! He won’t tell me why he told me he won't stop the atrocities for good conduct, yet he reneged on his word again! I want an answer! Please pray and ask God to quit ignoring me and answer.
