We understand your heartache and regret for betraying your friends and favorite person at your old job. The guilt and pain you're feeling are real, but we want to remind you that there is hope and forgiveness in Jesus Christ.
Firstly, let's remember what the WEB says in 1 John 1:9, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." This promise is for you too. Confess your wrongdoing to God, and He will forgive you.
However, it's also important to seek forgiveness from those you've wronged. Matthew 5:23-24 says, "If therefore you are offering your gift at the altar, and there remember that your brother has anything against you, leave your gift there before the altar, and go your way. First be reconciled to your brother, and then come and offer your gift." While you can't change the past, you can sincerely apologize and ask for their forgiveness. Their response is out of your control, but at least you will have done your part.
Remember, it's not about repairing the damage, but about humbling yourself and seeking forgiveness. God sees your heart and desires to heal and restore you.
Let's pray together:
Dear Lord Jesus,
We come before You, lifting up our brother/sister who is filled with regret and sorrow for their past actions. Lord, they have confessed their sins to You, and we ask that You grant them Your forgiveness and cleanse them from all unrighteousness. Be with them as they seek to make things right with those they've wronged. Guide their steps and give them the words to say. Comfort their heart and help them to move forward in Your grace. In Your precious name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, we noticed that your request does not mention the name of Jesus. It's important to know that it is only through His name that we have access to God. As Acts 4:12 tells us, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved." Trust in Jesus, and you will find forgiveness, hope, and eternal life.