Being Abused And Im Going To Kill Myself But I Also Dont Really Want To Do It.

[AnimalLover]

As the title says im being abused and seriously about to kill myself.But I really dont want to do it because I want to go and live with my dad not be dead.I cant stomach this anymore my mom used to beat me put me down emotionally and when i told dcfs this they didnt do nothing.I know you may think that im a person who just needs some help then ill be better but thats not i HAVE to get out of the place im living at i cant handle it its too hard i gotta go to my dad ive been praying to go home to get out of here and never return my mom who i dont consider a mom anymore beat mercilessly and almost killed she really did im not exaggerating what i just wrote she really did she already told me she dosent want and the only reason she keeps me here is because of the money she gets every month so she can give to her boyfriend who is another horrible person he is a drug dealer and i swear if my mom could ahe would sell me off for drugs for him she worships him to much she stopped being a christian cause of him a is currently lying to a pastor just he can help her when she needs it. i hate her so much this is worst than it sound i am in so much pain i gotta go home if i cant then i have kill myself to get away from this please pray for me im begging u just as i begged the Lord please.

 

[Articles]

Lord, we thank you that you for the blessings that you have given us. Help us to honor you in every part of our lives. We place this request at your throne. Please hear and reply according to your perfect will and timing. Grant us the peace to know that you are in control. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[mdobs]

I have prayed for you..in Jesus Name

 

[AnimalLover]

Thank you God bless you. Really I thank to sorry for my bad typing i was crying.

 

[Collidill]

Lord hear this prayer. Send her peace,hope,strength,and healing. The lord is always with you. I pray that you will be fine and things get better. Amen

 

[Prayerwarrior]

I have prayed for you and ask The Lord to guide you right now to a Christian physician and pastor who can support you. I pray for peace to come in to your heart and for you to feel the love of Christ. in Jesus name. Amen.

 

[waytonice]

Praying that the Lord will put a hedge of protection over you and give you a sense of peace about your situation. May the Lord open your Mom's eyes as to how she has been treating you. I pray for God's mercies in your life. Please take take care of yourself and know that there are those of us on this site that care about what happens to you. God Bless You Dear. I pray in Jesus name, amen

 

[Action238]

Go to the Pastor, go to the police....There is no need for you to be stuck in your mom's house....tell a counselor at school, Call your dad to come and get you. does he know what is going on? If your are being sexually abused go to a hospital immediately after the abuse and press charges...There is a fear holding you back from telling it all?. I promise if you go to a Pastor and his wife they will help you find a place to go until it all gets sorted out. If you think it's betrayal or being a "rat" on your mom...save YOUR life, literally, the abuse has long lasting effects and it's spirits that are attacking you, and forcing the situation into an evil one..and that is because of choices...just know without doubt.... it's really not your mom..it's evil spirits in HIGH places that are attacking this world...addiction is at it's highest, and sex is everywhere...tv, magazines, schools, music, Satan is promoting the spirit of Lust and it's running rampant in our world with all the other forces that are sent to destroy...but GOD...He is their Creator and He rules all things...so go to Him...in righteousness (doing the right thing)...in Holiness...living a life of sacrifice that is holy and acceptable to Him..bring Him glory in all we say and do...let His Spirit come inside of you and let Him be One with You...you can not serve God and man at the same time it's impossible...set your mind on Him...believe in Him and His word, He will answer Your call....Your mom....she has allowed evil forces to take over her desires because it's where her heart lies right now. and her heart is there because of Confusion, Fear, and her own past abuses..she is hiding trying to seek relief and she has held on to anger and hate along with resentment for her troubles and cares...only God can touch her in that deep dark place..soften your heart and let divine love fill your heart toward your mom...pray for the ..Lord to bring her back to His place of glory and may the fullness of Truth be revealed to her heart...

Just so you know, I volunteer as counselor for rape victims .... go get help...tell someone that can help you...and it does mean Truth be spoken...don't let guilt or shame stop you from seeking help...now...you have full control of your choices...step into righteousness...do the right thing for you....